Yes yes, y'all!

With Steve making his return with the prequel to What I See, and Mikey still freelancing, it's up to di time that I finally post a freelance! With only my own experiences and life to drawn from, this one stems from a current circumstance; a circumstance that upon its full circle, I will discuss in detail. Of course, it deals with a girl; but one that did what no else accomplished, connect.
With that said...
My first freelance of 2006!!!

Limbo
I wish I knew what's on
her conscious, her inner-most;
is it the signal,
that I can finally go ahead,
or at least know where I stand?
To find a way to persuade her
to my side of the fence
As I fall in love
with this girl from Canarsie.

I feel as though I can't help but feel her...
I recall the first time I held her hand
over and over and all over
touching it, holding for warmth
and perhaps finding more.
It could be that I've been
taken for a ride played to heartbreak;
having flashbacks of the first time
as my only solace, and my only enabler.
Have I found what it is I needed most
or has my sensitivity gotten in the way?
Exhausted is what I've become
after feeling like I've been let on all this time
to be smitten for the kill
It is my options, logical or otherwise
for my only choice is to exercise patience
as though Godot were coming
to sweep me off my feet.
I won't lie however,
thinking of her now gives me butterflies
and growing pains that go away
when our eyes finally meet...

and now that we meet again,
and fate wrestles me for control of my destiny
all I ask is that you take off your covers,
turn off all your smoke screens,
and let the only game we play
is the one where we imitate
lovers on the big screen.